I hate my life sometimes. Just had a seizure at 1 this morning while reading! Thats it, jus reading, no games, no TV, fully medicated, I was just reading. Now my mom wants to use the baby monitor for my room! Goodbye privacy. Not to mention, that the seizure completely destroyed my plans with for our 4 year anniversary! Sometimes i sit in the dark, all alone, wondering why this would happen to me. So far, I have'nt got a clue. There's only 1 thing I can think of to permanetly cure me, is wel,... let's just say it rhymes with Bluicide.

EDIT YAMMY

Well, I think that I've recovered from my mental break last night. So, now I'm taking care of the gardens at my church for a job, at least it pays.

EDIT STARK

I figured out what to do to make up for the lack of anniversarying with but noone can know, not even she can know. All anyone besides me needs to lnow is that I know she is going to love it! Yea, you know, once she gets back from CTcon before I blow my brains out due to boredom here!